Wednesday, November 25, 2015

Frustrated

Well it look like I found another sport to suck at.  I am so fat, weak, and slow that I can't even get out of my own way.  I am so frustrated by my lack of grace or ability that I want to quit.  I cant quit though.  I am locked in for a year, and it would be a bad example for my kid.  Nothing seems to work and not only am I fighting my opponents, but I feel like my own body is hindering me.

The last thing I want is a participation trophy, or promotion.   I don't feel like I know or can demonstrate any more now than I could when I started.

I am starting to wonder if there is anything I am good at beyond feeling sorry for myself and eating.  I went and fucked up the eating part with WLS.

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